Tuesday 21 January 2014

The day I have been waiting for so long--->>> TO DATE WITH HIM .

The day I have been waiting for so long--->>> TO DATE WITH HIM ...hehe and he too, waiting me to come for so long...


The distance couple only will know this feeling, if only if you ever have someone you love who stay far away from you, if only if both of the heart missing each other so badly, if only if you become crazy because of him/her, if only if you want to be with him/her every seconds, if only if you don't want to lost him/her, if only if your heart feel sour because of him/her, and if only if you cry because of him/her. AND I REALLY MISS HIM , MY HANDSOME AH TZE. This sweet couple has finally meet after the last dating on valentine's day on 14.02.13. So, we have been 10 months didn't meet each other, and only trough phone call, message, whatsapp, wechat, and skype. I keep countdown myself and my heart feel extremely excited and happy to meet him soon until my whole body was shaking. <3 


Day 1: 10/12/13 (Tuesday)-- i am going to meet him! <3


          The first day morning, I departed from Sarikei terminal bus at 9am. My papa fetched me and before I go in the bus, he asked me to send a message to him when i reached Miri. Haha... even if he dint say, i will know what should i do. Hihi...
My him love durian. So early morning, my dad and mum already packed the durian in the box to give my him eat or his friends. My mum choose the big durians and durian Esu that she picked from our durian orchard. Well, it is great living in kampung. You will have a lot of chance to eat a lot of local fruits and everything is FOC. Haha... I eat all fruit except durian because i don't like the smell. I will vomit if the smell too heavy until i can't control. haha...
          I send a message to him through whatsapp to let him know that I already in the bus and telling him how my feeling to meet him soon. Hmm...the 10 hours journey bus was extremely tired and very cold. Although i feel tired, but my mind still dont want to rest. I just can't wait to meet him in few hours. Bus reached one destination and stop and depart. I keep think in my brain, what i want to do when i meet him and where we will go for our dating hours. Haha... fuhhh!!! He gives me 4 calls and remind me to give a call to him when i saw the miri airport. But, i dint call him when the bus passed by the airport as i dont want distrupt him working and need rush to come fetch me. And you know hotel line always busy.  At 5:30pm, my stomach feel so hungry and my brain feel so tired. The bus still on the journey, so slow. Yet, at 7:00pm, i finally reached. Haha... imazing the feeling... ohhh...hungry and tired but i dont care, just wanna see him in only few second. I settle my return ticket first before i give a call to him.
Tu tu ... tu tu...(phone dialing )


I :" hello, ah tze ah, i reach terminal bus already."
He:" you? You reached already?!!! Ok ok!!! U wait me i come very fast,."
In few seconds, he gives a call to me :" laopo, you wait me ha. I coming!"..


 i told him dont rush, take your time, i am ok, slow slow drive bah you. See he nervous until like that, i feel so happy. My heartbeat so fast. Dup dup dup!!! Haha...
(in few minutes)
oh yes, i saw him parked his baby Vois in front me. I stand there and i dont want to move. I saw his action, he was so excited to find me. He turned left and right to search me. I was laughing there and i hide behind the tiang to play with him see he can search me or not. I wonder why he don't look straight in front him. Hmmm...Dang dang... haha...he saw me, he smile and walked to me. His funny and happy face searching me just now make me can't stop laughing. He helped me take my thing and put into his car. So good this man, help me open the car door.
When i sat into the car, He was so happy and said:" ling, i so long dint listen you call me already. He turned out his left hand and driving using his right hand. And he said :" hand hand." I know what he wanted to do. I grab his left hand. He grab my hand and kiss it. My heart was feeling so touch. I love to grab his hand in the car and he will automatically grab my hand too. I told him i was very tired, hungry and cold. He asked me what i want to eat. And i will always answer him, "anything, depend you, i am ok." Haha...you know man who love to eat, most hate listen this kind of answer.
Finally, he know what i want to eat. We had our "first day dinner" at the restaurant beside the beach. He goes to order the food while i was playing his big phone.  Huhu...chatting with him and his action helped me goncang the lemon drink really make me feel so touch. And he will take the food and put in my plate and ask me, must eat ha. Today he dint talk much about his job. And he know i look very tired. After dinner, we back to hotel. Surprise! He reserved the VIP room for me. Wow...the room got everything like home. So big and so nice view. When i passed a present to him, he feel so touch and wanna cry. I guest, i am the first girl who can make him cry, haha... when he read the love letter, i look at his face, can feel his heart. And he said, so touch. I could finally make him cry. Hehe.... my coming was to celebrate our 3 years anniversary in advance, (6/1/2011 - 6/1/2013) and i think he dont know about this. That's why he will feel touch. <3


Day 2 : 11/12/13 (Wednesday) --celebrate 3 years anniversary in advance


          Today was a beautiful day but for me it is my long day waiting him to come back home. Haha... 7am, He worked as usual at the hotel office while i still lay on the bed turn here and there, and playing my phone. He tapau breakfast for me and ask me to rest more. Huhu... although VIP room, the new bed make me feel so uncomfortable and i can't sleep well. Waiting him come back from work make me feel to prepare dinner for him but the kitchen has nothing to cook. Huhu... he worries i will feel bored so he gives me 3 calls today to check whether i hungry and what i am doing at home.
          At 6:30pm, he finally home. See his face, i know he was very tired and my heart feel so sad, xin ku you lo, laogong. Dinner with him at the restaurant at Grand Oil Lady Canada Hill. Our first time dinner view the night view of Miri town and the South China Sea. I feel the cold night welcomed us, the cute and sweet couple. Today was a special date. He worried i will get cold so will touch my hand and ask me ok or not. I said, as you are beside me, i feel very warm. Hihi ...today conversation with him, his work, my future, his family, my family, his friends and my friends. I worry he tired of work today, and i look at my watch. He saw my action and told me, dont look at the time, dating dont see the watch. Huhu...smile.


Day 3:  12/12/13 (Thursday) --1 day trip in Miri


            The most excited day, I don't know he will planed this and he dont want to tell me yesterday. It was his off day today. First, we went to the airport to take a Miri map, unfortunately, they have no map. So sad. Never mind, we have Smartphone! Haha... he asked what I want to eat for our breakfast, I said "dim sum". He said, ok, I bring you go. I requested to him, can I pay everything today? He said:"no!!!"...  i said my money is your money too, let me one time la. He still said no. huhu... at the end, I won! Haha...after done payment, he said :" tq madam, (tauke nion). " i thought he was saying the girl was the boss, then after he explained only i knew, he means me. Hehe... so cute kan my him . <3
          We start our day trip from visit the first place, Grand Oil Lady Canada Hill, the petroleum museum. You know what? My him actually dont like to take picture although he was a photographer before. But I force him to take picture. See, when you love someone, your action could influence him. His funny face make me feel so happy and lovely. Next, we went to the Miri Public Park. OMG!!! Seriously the park is like a resort. So beautiful. Then we went to the Miri Crocodile Farm. A long distance and we have to open the GPS. Entrances fees RM16 per adult. And i think i forget to ask the counter do they provide student price since i have the discount card. Lol...Unlucky day, it rain when we reached the destination. His action run to buy an umbrella make me feel so touch and suddenly want to cry. !!! He said don't want me get wet and sick later. Rain getting heavy, He hugged me using his hand and grab my hand strongly. He protected me under the heavy rain. I love to run here and there.  He scolded me like a kid, very excited to see the animals. Thanks Buddha, you created our "love umbrella". Haha... how long we dint see the crocodile food feeding. The most sweet part, he wanted to take picture with the bear. See his happy face it make my day and i forget my scare to take picture with the bear too after a helpful tourist willing to helped us to take the picture together with the bear. We leaved the farm at 2pm plus. The one day trip continue to the Boulevard Miri shopping mall. He said my shoes wet already and he wanna bought me a "frippery" slipper. Thanks ah tze, i love you so much! Next, i accompany him to cut his hair. OMB!!! Dont go to the saloon anymore. It take 1 hour to finish. Cut, wash and massage RM40...zzz !!!
          It was almost 4pm. We planned to take our lunch but i told him if i eat then i no take lunch already. So last, we back to hotel to rest then go out for dinner. Huh! When rest the hotel, hmm...work stress coming! Off day he still need to solve the problem. Can you guys give freedom to him please??!!! Our dinner today, steamboat ! this man really so good. He served me when i eat. Nice right? So touching. And the last, accompany, him to buy his love , "car magazine." Our one day trip end here and tomorrow I going to leave Miri. Sad.  But today really a very happy day for me and he too. So long i dint see he so happy already.


Day 4:  13/12/13 (Friday) -- Goodbye Miri and my him


            Breakfast before he send me to the terminal bus. He said he dont want to face the work today and feel want to run away. He sad because i will leave in few minutes. I feel it too but i dint talk so much. 7am, we reached the terminal bus. I asked him go back work no need wait me leave. He dont want but i pleased him because i dont want cry in front him again. He kissed my forehead before i go up the bus. I feel he was sad and i just say goodbye. I dint fall down my tear and i think i finally manage to control my tear. But...when i received a whatsapp message from him ... he said:" when I drive out the car, i feel so sad and suddenly want to cry." Read his message , straight away in one second, my tears keep falling down. I cried. Why must this distance love? I dont want leave. When the bus start depart, when the distance between him and me getting more far, my heart feel so sad and sour. Dear Buddha, please protect my man. He is Wilson Ting. Please give strength and love to him. Please protect him from any danger. I love him like how much he love me. Ah tze, thank you for everything. I just wanna fast fast finish my car leaning and get my car license and start my career and we together built our future.



         
AH LING LOVES YOU AH TZE! 

15/12/13
3:39PM            




Saturday 23 February 2013

I MISS YOU!!!


今天是21-02-2013,星期四,我好开心,好幸福,一大早起身打开面子书就看见,我男人在我的wall  tag 我这个:

“我喜歡

 早上起床看到簡訊或者未接來電

 我喜歡

 天冷了有人叫我穿多件衣服

 我喜歡

 在我心情不好時有人陪我 逗我開心

 我喜歡

 生病時有人會提醒我吃藥

 我喜歡

 有人叫我早點睡

 我喜歡

 有人每天和我說晚安

 我喜歡

 偶爾有人問我今天如何 有什麼事不開心嗎

 我喜歡

 每天早上醒來都有你為我留的留言、你的真心話

 

我喜歡你 __

 
I LOVE YOU LAOGONG!!!!

JUST FOR YOU!

WELCOME HOME!!! SARAWAK!

IGNORE THE AUNTY, I DONT KNW WHO IS HER. AM I PRETTY? HEHE

MY BEAR BEAR!

DONT FORGET MUST TAKE BACK THIS, IF LOST, I REALLY WONT GV U ANY PRESENT ANYMORE!!!!

STILL REMEMBER THIS???



U KNOW THIS??? HEHEH...HAHAHAH... SO CUTE LA U!!!



 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, LAO GONG!!!

                我好爱他哦,我的男人!我的爱人!我的老公!好久你都没在面子书这样说爱我了!记得年初二是个大晴天,你在面子书tag我,说你想我。我也好想好想你哦!多希望你就在我身边,哪会有多好?你说是吧?

Sunday 17 February 2013

真的好想家!


今天是星期一,18-02-2013,大年初九
,是我读大学第三年最后一学期的第一天开学日,也是我回到亞庇的第二天。可是,今天的课取消了,所以一个人闷在房间里,七点闹钟叫醒我,我怕要面对现实,真的天亮了,我真的离开家,一个人,没有妈妈的早餐,没有满满的幸福,桌上没有一点食物,没吃的,这个家只有我一个人,其他的房友都还在度假,怕一个人,头好晕,好饿,不管了,再继续躺着,那么时间就会很快的过去了,望着电脑发呆,看着家人的照片,眼泪不停地流着,肚子很饿,可是却没胃口。

                看着台湾电视剧,心里想着家,想到妈妈对我说的一番话,眼泪还是不停地哗啦哗啦流着。好难过,好凄凉,心好痛。我,到底这么了?真的很想把我的心情告诉关心我的人,可是妈妈不会发简讯,家里没有网络,爸爸说多了,他会哭,男朋友,别说了,他那么忙,早上好希望他会打电话来,安慰我,可是还是用简讯互相关心,也许他不知我一个人在家是多怕多当心不能睡。妹妹呢?他今天出国了,好想她。好想跟他一起哈哈大叫,大笑,你知道这样有多开心吗?弟弟呢?他也回美里读书了。我还有谁?愿意听我诉苦,愿意陪我,愿意安慰我。还有谁?朋友?不懂华语的朋友,好难沟通。也没人知,开心的我,爱笑嘻嘻的我,其实,我很爱哭。打开手机,打信息,想发给我老公,打了字又删除,删除了又从写,可是信息还是不敢发出去,怕影响他工作。

                昨天离开家前一晚,好不舍,心好重,好想陪妈妈多一会儿,可是我怕我说多了,会流眼泪,我知道我一定会流眼泪,所以很多话不敢说,我知道我有男朋友的事一直让她操心,可是我不能不走,不能不回来读书。如果叮当在的话,我会向它乞求天空不要亮,那么我就不用离开家了。可是,我知道这是不可能的事。好幼稚吧?看看镜子里的我,眼睛都肿了,越看越难过,越看越伤心。

                17-02-2012 星期日,早上3:44am 妈妈叫我起床,问我爸爸几点送我去我朋友家。我说5点。他怕我睡迟了,会迟到。妈妈爸爸都爱我,我真的好不舍,可是却要控制眼泪,你知道这是最痛苦的事吗?吃了妈妈煮的米粉汤,喝一杯妈妈冲的美庐(Milo) 好温暖,吃在嘴里,甜在心里,甜甜却有点酸酸。不可以哭,努力地吃着,好吃,妈妈煮的食物永远是最好吃的,金钱都买不到的爱,的幸福,吃着吃着,一直安慰自己不可以哭。我很努力地控制。不能哭。

                吃完了,妈妈说碗碟和杯子她帮我洗,她怕爸爸等久了会生气。我点了香,相天神和观音娘娘告别,礼佛三拜后,妈妈帮我把行李书包放进爸爸的车,穿了鞋,跟妈妈说再见,提醒她要记得来我的毕业典礼,她对我说还很久呢。说了再见,好想跟妈妈抱一个,要求她,“妈,抱一个?”妈妈却拒绝,摇手叫我快上车。好难过,真的要走了吗?为什么时间你过得那么快?一年没回来,一个月的假期结束了。新年还没结束呢,就要开学了。还要跟家人分开。好长的早晨,好冷,在爸爸的车里,偷偷的流眼泪,我感觉到爸爸也不舍我离开。

                5:20am爸爸送我到朋友家,由她爸爸送我们去机场,跟爸爸道谢,说了再见,阿爸强忍着泪水,跟我说拜拜就回了。我还是不忘了对他说,要好好的照顾自己。我的心,不停的念着南无阿弥陀佛,求佛陀,观音娘娘保佑我家人,还有平安回到亚庇。

           我写到这,该停了。因为我该去洗澡下楼去打包了。跟朋友聊聊明天上课的事,可能累了吧,眼泪也干了。可能,有个人陪你聊天,你就会忘记悲伤,不觉得孤单?突然觉得亚庇的家好像变得很陌生,有恐惧感,很怕,这里人多车多,可是却没有你认识的。好可怕,好像从天堂来到地狱。
 
我累了,真的累了!可是,为了将来,我还是要努力面对,不哭了,因为,明天会更好!

 

Wednesday 9 January 2013

当我最绝望时,你在哪里?

亲爱的,你可能永远也不知,这一天是我最难过,哭到眼睛都红肿了,甚至全身都麻木了。你或许不知,为何我会那么难过。不过,都过去了。。。可是还是希望,你可以更了解我,可以更关心我,难道,这一点点,不用金钱的爱,也那么难吗?

当我最绝望时,我妹妹给了我希望!

03-01-2013,1:47pm

这是我与我妹妹的对话,透过手机短讯,我的泪还是不停的留着。

我:“Today paper i dont know how to do. I study but i forget. I cannot finish. Then finish exam i cry. All my friend come to me asking y i cry. I say i not sempat do. They also. I want up my poiter but today so terrible. Y la?

妹:“aiya...if you really work hard 对得起自己就好咯。如果还是常常这样那比别人努力一点。少facebook多看书。加油哦。”

我:“我做你二姐是不是很失败?你有一个那么差脑袋又很蠢的二姐是不是很丢脸?从小到到大学业上阿妈阿爸没有称赞过我,只是说及格就好,我考3A5B却跟我说没有fail就好,看一眼也不看,反而阿Mek(我大姐)拿7A她拿着不放下,你是妹妹却可以拿那么多A?每次看见你考那么好我都会偷偷一个人哭为什么我那么努力还是被怀疑我不努力玩FB? 我上SEM 拿3poiter也只是喂哈!从小被大姐讲我是笨的。你是妹妹常常我考不好你也是常常骂我,我每次考试都会很压力怕没你好妈妈会说我做姐姐那么差。我进大学我靠我的运气和
kukum和我的active却被阿德校长(SMKBS前副校长)怀疑我是靠阿爸和Norah(Sebangkoi YB 部长)的关系而进大学的。他问阿Mek。 我听到阿Mek跟阿妈说我甚至想放弃(进大学),难道我还是那么差吗?我的进步你有看得到吗?我说我有科目那A是因为我的努力,你也不觉得我厉害吗?我说我难过你又知吗?想听一些安慰的话都不能吗?还是我真的是很失败的二姐?”

我很努力打着手机银幕上的字,眼泪还是哗啦啦的流个不停,而且越流越汹涌。好难过,为什么,今天的考试我那么差,那么傻?

妹:“我知道你有努力但是读书不只是有熬夜读书就是努力了。我叫你少玩FB是因为我每次上网你都在。(其实妹妹她不知,我在FB set了setting,因为有些时候忙没有时间关心家人的status,所以只好这样,一旦他们有share什么,我都可以很快就看得到。而且我在等巴士时无聊怕睡着了很危险,所以会按按电话,怕眼睛一关,我就会很危险了。)我这次回家我已经几个月只有几天有上罢了。你一天开facebook几次?(1 到 2次)你可以说你很少玩吗?我叫你一个月不facebook你可以吗?我从来没有觉得你笨。这个世界上是没有笨蛋只有不努力的人和不够努力的。不要和别人比较,你的成绩是为自己的不是别人。如果努力很多还是考不好那就再努力多些。你的敌人,你的竞争是你自己不是别人!难道你因为考不好我就不可以考很好吗?没一人都有自己厉害和不厉害的地方。老天是公平的。或许是其他方面他给了你所以在学业方面他要你自己努力争取呢?就好像我,可能成绩好可是没有恋人不会煮菜呢?不要听天由命!试着自己去尝试,去改变!你哭也解决不到任何事。不如省下眼泪继续努力?会不会你花太多时间去佛堂还是其他活动?自己检讨。你看我虽然考很好可是我都没有花很多时间在kukum,有一两个就好了何必逞强拿那么多。(其实我不是很多,是老师要我当的,因为我不怕苦,而且像个男人,那么强)毕竟还是学业重要。该把你的时间弄好!哪一些是该花更多时间哪一些是该舍弃的,你该知道。不是每个东西我们都可以拥有。像我考试时是不是都没在看电视了?我不喜欢运动吗?我不想fb or msg?我也有付出牺牲才有的成绩的。”

收到这一则信息,心里突然觉得好安慰。可是眼泪这时反而越流越厉害。

因为明天还有考试,所以打算快点去洗澡,然后就可以开始温习功课。谁知,回到房间,看到那么多则信息。是妹妹发来的。

我呀,继续读。。。

妹:“你讨厌别人讲你笨那就好再努力证明自己能。你自己可以证明自己可以!可是我呢?我每次努力那么多拿到好成绩别人怎么看我?大家都说我聪明,有谁看到我背后付出的努力?我见证明自己努力才得到的这一切都不行。大家都说我聪明,好像我什么东西都没舍弃过才换来的今天吗?我们每个人走的路都不同。不需要比较。你只要好好读完你的书出来找份好的工就好。到时爸妈就不用那么辛苦了。还可以带他们lu游。我则照顾他们健康。我们负责的东西都不同可是都是为他们好。那就好啦!还比什么哦?人生那么长,要走的路还很远,出了社会没人管你考多少poiter的。”

妹:“老爸老妈这种说法做法或许会伤到你,可是你要想他们都是为你好不想给你压力啊!可是当然还是希望你也可以考很好啦!我也希望他们说我及格就好那我也不会那么压力那么拼命呢?做好自己就好吧!老爸6号要进诗巫医院了。保佑他平安吧!大家加油!阿弥陀佛!

我:“我会努力的,感恩你的话,你去陪爸爸吧!其实我知道他也很怕住院。”

我:”要读书了,明天还有考。”

妹:“加油。不要想太多。控制自己的眼泪。乐观一点。阿弥陀佛!”

我:“眼睛肿了,请问有什么办法消肿?”

妹:“冰块”


这么长的对白,是妹妹常常在我失落时会安慰我的话。其实我也知,我也是个乐观的孩子。只是,突然好想有个人安慰,好想有个依靠,好想有个肩膀愿意让我躺下,好想找个人听我诉苦。


想起以前你追我时,我常常都会那么安慰你。突然觉得现在我想找个依靠,而且那个人就是你,这个要求请问需要付多少钱?你在哪里?


我还记得,你实习时,当厨师,常常跟厨房里的外劳起冲突。有一次,我在上晚课,你的一则信息告诉我,你今天不是很好。我听了觉得很不安,所以打了个电话给你,安慰你。你在睡觉,你说你很惊讶,很感恩,没想到我会打电话给你。


老公,你说我自私也好,我偶尔会很希望回到以前的日子,好想念以前的你。可是,现在的我,反而觉得,现在的你,才是最真实的。


阿志, 我对你的爱,永远都那么深!谢谢

你!真的很想很想你的抱抱!很想很想你的亲

亲!很想很想你的爱,很想很想你多一点的陪

伴我,牵着我,看着我,真的好想你!




老婆,
09-01-2013
10:43pm


























Wednesday 2 January 2013

Darling, my handsome lao gong


LAO GONG,
 
I HAVE SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO TELL YOU! YOU WANT TO LISTEN OR NOT?
EHHE...OK? READY?...HERE YOU ARE!




I WANT TO BE THE SUN THAT MAKE YOU UP!
I want to be the smile that brings you happiness.
I want to be the shoulder that you would lean on.
I want to be the time to watch you forever.
I want to be the thorn protecting a rose like you.
I want to be the summer breeze to cool you.
I want to be the stars you count to fall asleep.
I want to be the blanket to keep you warm.
I want to be the tough shell holding a pearl like you.
I want to be your eyes to make you see how beautiful this world is like you.
I want to be everything that you need.
And all I want to say to you, is that I LOVE YOU.


 FROM YOUR LAO PO
the sweet couple picture from a Taiwanise actor, a drama. my love drama. how sweet if oneday we could have chance to take a wedding picture like this? i will always thinking you no matter where you go! haha

the cute bear that i saw it in shopping mall and i straight away think about you! it feel like my face, so i should buy it for you to put in your car so that you wont feel alone when you are driving. haha

this is from you! my 22 birthday present. even cannot use already but i still keep it in my wallet.

this is also from you! i so sayang to eat it! still have half botol.

and you maked this for me during your class lesson. ehhe...so sweet!

you say sorry to me! still remember this??? ahha


our 1st couple picture in skype! ehhe

do you saw this? you say :" pauline chan, i miss you!" haha

your cute face during your school time! hehe...


really wish to get this smartphone one day!

i miss you! as last, you are no more alone, when sleeping!

remember this?

so happy you have become motivated by me. ahha...

the 1st picture you send to me, you are doing gym to built up your body!

our love pictures!

i like this! so young your face, so innocent!


finally, we have this blue couple shirt picture!



i like and love this picture! i put on my handphone screen.


how sweet you hug me like this, so warm!

kiss! i miss this!

i wish, you will hold and grap my hands until whole my life.

i love you darling!

muaakkkkskssss!!!!!!!

i love you more than what i write here!

my favorite vege food. remember this!

so happy at last, we have this couple picture!


miss this moment!

from you! all i finished lo...eheh...

our 1st picture edit my you!

you say you wish to have a six pad body. then i tell you, why i always say i am short, because i also wish i can be a taller girl which is slim like her, and can cut hair style like her. i am so jealous. why she could do this and i cannot. sad!
 
remember this! i will ask you if you forget! haha

Sunday 30 December 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013


Before the last page of 2012 been torn off, the 31st of DEC,

 

before we say SAYONARA to 2012, before we start singing

 

New Year song, here, I want to take this opportunity to say

 

thousand of THANK YOU to all of you, who has been shining

 

and coloring my life for this whole year. No matter whom you

 

are, what you did, you are awesome peoples in my life. I love

 

you! 2012 is a good and great year for me and I have gained a

 

lot within this year. REALLY! It’s true. I can’t use a single

 

word to describe that become it is too much to say. And I also

 

want to say thousand of SORRY to all of you if I have hurt you

 

, make you angry, or don’t like me or so whatever, I here

 

sincerely apologies to you. So sorry because I am a HUMAN

 

and I will make MISTAKE. I wish 2013 is a good year to YOU and ME, NO WAR, NO
 
POLLUTION, NO CORUPTION, TAK NAK but GO GREEN and most important, have a strong
 
and healthy body. Wishing everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013, GONG XI GONG XI!!! That’s all from me, thank you!

Regards,

POLIN CUTE

THE CUTE PAULINE WHO CANNOT STOP SMILING!

HER SMILE IS HER BEST MAKE UP!

SHE IS SUCH A HAPPY AND STRONG GIRL!
 
NO ONE CAN BE LIKE HER, ALWAYS SO CHEERSFUL!

SHE DID WELL NO MATTER HOW SHE DRESS UP! SMILE MORE TO STAY YOUNG!